Why is it that I break everything I touch
I cannot seem to hold on to you
for more than a moment
before I drop you
and ruin everything
Perfection can barely last
a millisecond around me
I just kill it all
with my stare
with my breath
I just can never seem to be content
I always push and push
until the breaking point
until all falls apart
including me
and I am left with these pieces
and my tears
wishing that for just once
just one time
I could enjoy something
and not ruin it all
Maybe I should just stop trying
stop trying to fix things
and live a life alone
where I cannot ruin anything
but myself