There's mixed feelings in my head

My soul

My heart

But I can't tell anyone

They don't understand

They can't help

I'm afraid to expose myself

Because if they knew

They'd pity me

Show me sympathy

But I don't want it

I'm afraid of them

Of the truth

Of my lies

Fear burns within me

And I can't hide it much longer

But they can't see the real me

They can't know what I am

Who I've been

What I've become