Outwardly intact
Inwardly a broken china doll.
With every little touch
My agony grows greater.

Look at me
A mess inside.
Muscles tangled and twisted
It hurts to be alive.

Restless mind
Tired body.
Nothing ends the pain.

It's not too late to stop the pain
All you have to do is give in to the agony.

Twist the muscles tighter,
Seize onto the pain
You have nothing to lose, everything to gain.
Everything but normalcy.
Everything but happiness.