What Am I Searching For

What am I searching for when I know he's not there? When my heart just wants to give up and feel all the pain and the world and nothing can change that?

I feel nothing but sadness that's hunting me!

I feel nothing but pain that's hurting me!

Why can't he stop? Why did he need to go away? Did he do it for me? Tell me what I did wrong? We can fix it I can make it better. Is it too late for you to come home?

Please don't get on that plane! Because you braking my heart to see you leave. I know I can't lose you again.

I beg of you to give me one more chance and not let me suffer like this.

What am I searching for when I know he's not there? When my heart just wants to give up and feel all the pain and the world and nothing can change that?

I feel so empty and lost like I lost my best friend please I beg of you to not get on that plane.