Normal

Have I sold my soul to get here?

Been euthanized with sun-induced dreams

Wondering around my own mind

Detached and walking along a clouded way

Foggy notions screaming and calling

What can these premonitions be?

So much I have wanted to be normal

Normal like you

So I can kiss the rain

So I can cry at losing what was not meant to last

So I can feel as if the world is dying

But that has never happened

And it never will.

Have I given all I got to see your face

To live the life I wanted to at the ultimate price

Evil will not touch me, because you are near me

And you would not harm me for anything

That truth tears me apart

Do I even realize only you can sew me together?

So much I have wanted to be normal,

Normal like you

To forget what is forgiven

To be whom I want to be

To not question every ray of moonlight

But that has never happened

And it never will.