I want to break free

From your arms

I want to leave

The comfort you've offered

I want to control myself

From tasting your kiss

I want to hold back

This emotion that ties me to you

I want my freedom

I want to breathe

I want to bind myself in darkness

I want to stop myself

From missing your touch

I want to walk away

To never see your face

I want to be deaf

From your voice that soothes my soul

I want to surrender my heart

So I won't feel your love

I want to leave you

To go far away

But death

Seemed to be the only cure

For the pain and joy I have felt

I want to be in a world

Where you do not exist

A space where life do not exist