Why didn't you abort me?
Instead of raising me in this hell
The world would have been better off you know
And I wouldn't have to put up this relentless show.
Why couldn't you just kill me?
When I first opened my eyes
Instead of just ignoring my innocent pleads or cries.
Why did you just leave me?
Now I cry with out letting go
I'm afraid I'll lose our memories
That would kill me long and slow.
Why didn't I just call you?
It's not like it was hard
Maybe I could have sent a "just because" card
Why didn't we try to help you?
Denial is never the answer
I'd be better off with cancer
Why mom, do I miss you?
When I gave you little time
I treated you like your love, to me, wasn't worth a dime
Why am I writing this now?
Isn't it a little late?
Or maybe now that I'm dieing
It's just the work of fate.
when I say dieing I am speaking metaphorically