My head is pounding,
Torrents of self-inflicted crimson,
Won't cease this throbbing,
My face is contorted with pain.
Broken dreams nailed to my prison wall,
I would happily drown in sorrow, if it wasn't for the screaming.
Now I know there's nothing left,
All I can bear is my manners.
Follow a trail of tears,
She found me there just like you,
My head begins to beat again,
Followed by drips of depressed scarlet.
She reached into me and stole my sun,
And stored it in her room,
She fed it flies till it turned black,
Now both our souls are cement.
I plead to be painted out of this picture,
Can't differentiate her shrieking and laughing,
Both alike shred my dignity,
I'll bite my tongue as I tremble.
Curled up, maybe her wish will come true,
Maybe she'll smile and be free too,
Watch as I disappear into what you make,
Cause I can't take living with you.
She'll watch me as I break.