being so bored
nothing left to do
but sit here and think
about the past with you

Hoping one day
you'll change your mind
but I remember
nothing happens a second time

You are gone
you got out
and I'm just lost
beyond all doubt

You'll never return
you've seen what's within
something no one should
have to endure again

I hate you, I love you
I envy your gaul
and what I envy the most
are the memories I can't recall

You have those to look to
the memories to save
but here I am forgotten
fallen to a living grave

I want to die
if I can leave here
I want to live a life
a life without fear

Of what will become of me
tomorrow and today
of what I live through
eternally sought prey