And I'm feeling it come back
I push it away
I try to ignore it
But I can't deny I feel it
And it's getting stronger every day

Pushing in the walls
I force them back
Washing over me
I refuse to drown
I refuse to let it pull me under
It won't let down
But I won't fall down

The past is pulling me back
These feelings I wanted to forget
And I know I should just let them pass
But I'm holding on
God, why do I hold on?
I need to let them go
I won't let them pull me back

I will be strong.