Here I am

Dreaming

Of rocket ships

To take me

Beyond the moon,

Wasting away

Yellow light

Showered on cold

Weeping streets

You're the only

One

That makes my heart smile.

I want to fall

Into your arms

And stay there

But would you catch me?

I'm so fragile

So

Breakable

Why not cut me

Down now?

So I can be done

With this pain

Of unrequited love

A kind of fake

Superficial love

You return

But that's all I'll ever

Get from you

I pick up the pebbles

(hints)

Worn smooth

Beneath my rubber soled feet

And throw them in your direction

Bouncing back, harmlessly

Off of you

You

Don't flinch

because

you

can't feel

my heart pangs

beat racing

Silent

End this torture

Please

I'm crumbling

Trembling

And thinking

Only of you

And your lack luster eyes

That never seem to flash

My way

Down on my knees

I ask

Why does letting go

Have to be so hard?

Why do I have to

Fall in love with the

One

That will only tear me apart?

I Curse you

Sometimes

Why do you have to make me shiver like this?

Because

You're the only

One

That makes my heart smile.