Behold My Broken Wings

I try to show a smile

But somehow can't succeed

I try to look happy

But tears run down my cheeks

I try and act alright

But somehow you see through

I try to run away

But run right into you

I try to end my life

But I am always spared

I try to remain alone

Yet somehow you care

I try to live again

But memories are recalled

I try to show I am alive

To be left in the dark

I try to rise up

But I fall down again

I try to love you

But I guess that's a sin

I try so hard to be perfect

But always mess up something

So now I lay me down to weep

Behold my broken wings