for Dallas Evans

There was nothing I could do.
I tried to live in mi denial-
But you couldn't live.
And mi glass house comes shattering down.
There was nothing I could do.
We weren't best friends-
Just "hi" buddies.
I wish I'd taken the time now.
Now that there is no more time.
No time left for you smiles.
Or for your laughter.
No time left for you jokes.
Or for you crush on Gertrude.
There was nothing I could do
While I lived in mi selfish denial.
I wanted to believe
You would be okai.
I wanted to think
You would get better.
But nothing ever go as planned when it comes to things like this.
And I lose you to STUPID little LUMPS
on your lungs
and your brain
and your spine.
And I wish I could have done something.
Taken your pain awai.
Given you more happiness.
But there is nothing I can do.

R.I.P.
Dal-Dal
Cowboi