Because I can't look at you,
Without my heart breaking.
What you did I can't forgive
I thought we had trust,
Beyond anything I thought we had love.
Well maybe it was just one sided.
Actually it kinda looks that way.
Coz if you really loved me then,
Well then I wouldn't be writing this.
Countless times, I trusted and was there.
But now I can't even begin to care.
I don't know how you feel with this,
But I guess, at the end you don't even care.
But you know you'll always hold a place in
My heart, even if it's slowly turning black
Maybe that will save me, the memories, that
Were once true. You know, I actually trusted you.
I guess it wasn't worth the words or even the
Breath, coz if it was then we'd still be true.
But I guess all seemingly good things must come
To an end. Even if it pains me so. I guess I
Should say good-bye and just let it go. My heart
Is slashed and my arms are to, but I guess I can't
Put that one on you. You were my first love, and I
Know I'll never forget. But I hope all the bad
Memories are put to rest. I hate that it ended here
Know you'll always be in my heart, held dear. Well all
I guess that's left to say is good-bye and I
Hope that I can forgive you someday.
A/N… Plz R&R. means a lot.