Am I so depressed

It's reflected in my eyes?

Am I slowly destroying

The only ones I love?

Am I cutting much more

Then my own flesh and soul?

Am I hurting you

In ways I'll never see?

Am I doing this

All for your attention?

Am I killing you

Stomping on your heart?

Am I too close to the edge

That I'm going to fall?

Am I letting you down

By giving up the fight?

Am I hating you

By hating myself?

Am I going insane

Right before your eyes?

Am I going to get better

Some day, somehow?

Am I able to carry on

In this state of mind?

Am I so alone

That even you have gone?

Am I able

To be saved?