These emotions

These feelings inside

They're ripping me apart

Tearing me from the inside

I can't stand these voices

Fighting in my head

Bickering all the time

I want to scream

I need to get away

But it stays

It never goes away

So I deal with it

But what do I gain?

Nothing

Everything just remains the same

So I go on with life

I'm just another person in the crowd

You think I look fine

But that just proves

You don't know who I am

When you see me you'll think

He's a happy guy

When in reality

I'm going insane

I put up an act

I put on my mask

And no one can see me

But they believe they can

And in the end no ones knows who I really am

But that's the way I think I want it

Cause then no one remembers who I am

I can be forgotten

I can disappear

I can just

Fade away…