I fooled myself again
into thinking
that fairytales exist
and that you were
my prince charming
on a beautiful white horse
and we could ride
into the sunset
and live happily ever after
but fairytales don't exist
at least not the ones
with happy endings
because we rode off
and the sky turned to gray
and your horse kicked me off
and you didn't even
try to help me up
you just continued
on your way
and I am left alone
with these childhood fantasies
and fairytales that can never exist