It's Easier To Lie

It's easier to lie,
While looking in you're the eyes,
Especially when I say everything's okay,
You see me happy, as that's all I'll allow,
You don't see the tears that shine,
Especially when I'm lying in bed at night.

It's easier to lie,
While looking in you're the eyes,
As all you wish for me is happiness,
For me that's not so good,
Coz the pain won't go away,
When it comes from my own hand.

It's easier to lie,
While looking in you're the eyes,
When holding my arms,
Making sure the mask doesn't slip,
Making sure the disguise is set tight,
Praying you won't see the real me, tonight.

It's easier to lie,
While looking in you're the eyes,
Saying you're the only one that matter's,
You're the only one who care's,
And will take away my fears,
Aswel as the pain I'm feeling.

I wish I didn't have to lie,
While looking in you're eyes,
Coz I can't help the tears,
When I see you happy for me,
But little do you know,
I'm not happy, I never was.

So…
It's easier to lie,
While looking in you're eyes,
Just to make you believe I'm happy,
So you don't feel, the way I feel, inside,
I'm doing all this for you babe.

A/N… Plz R&R. means a lot.