I guess I leave the broken promises
In a trail behind me, follow them
And maybe you'll find me
Oh, if only you knew
The hell you've put me through.
Days turned to weeks to months
To nearly a year, seems like forever.
Too bad you'll never comprehend.
Unknowingly, I guess you didn't know
And I can't blame you. I won't. but…
Seeing you with her, hanging on her every word,
Think I don't remember?
Maybe you know what it's like to have
A broken heart, but do you know what it is to hide it?
Deftly drying my eyes just in time,
Powdering on the mask of a smile.
You never knew.
I guess you couldn't help but burn me.
You didn't know.
(I couldn't tell you)
But even though you've killed me
A thousand times over
I'm still standing here.
I've been waiting for you all along.