I never could win
the ongoing battle
that we had constantly fought
even though I tried so damn hard
not to give up on us
to suffer through all this pain
just for that one second
of the joy you brought me
and I just kept trying
and fooling myself into believing
that things could be ok
and I just lost sight
of how really wrong
things were becoming
and I didn't even see
you losing your will
to fight to keep us together