What have you done instinctively, destructively?

You opened unto me a kaleidoscope,

Ever mutating, effects making our relationship

Inutile, energy shattered.

These hates over short eternities.

I wish of undoing love.

Discarding nights of tears, forsaking of real goodness

expecting the fun of rejection.

Needy of warmth, I linger in vain everyday, waiting hopelessly

EVen now, yearnings of undeserved sensutality. Hope I

Not even understand preseveres on, needling, melting endlessly.

Note: Since I started writing poetry, I've always wondered if there was a

message hidden within the first letters of the words. That wonderment

inspired the writing of this poem.