Anything that doesn't kill you
will only make you stronger

Your words play in my head
over and over again.
Well, what if I don't want to be stronger?
What if all I want is to be happy?
What if more test meant to make me stronger
does indeed kill me?
I don't want to die,
but I just can't take this anymore.
This pain following me constantly
like nothing will ever stop
like I'm living in a nightmare
that I just can't awake from
and the only way to escape
is through death.