I feel confused

I feel out of place

I wanted to be sure

But I guess I'll never know

I want to find myself in his arms

And yet I ran away

Far away from him

He nurtured me back

Healed my wounds

Fixed my broken wings

He made me feel loved.

I feel confused

I'm out of place

I wanted to be saved

But I'm back behind these walls

I want to hold his hand

And yet I let go

I let go from him

He gave me comfort

Wiped away my tears

Brought back my smile

He hugged me as I sleep.

Now I'm lost

I don't know where to go

I'm walking alone again

Down this grey road

With nothing but emptiness inside

I'm cold

His warmth now gone

Breathing in damp air

Filling my lungs with ice

My heart frozen again

I don't want to lose him

But I'm going the other way

I don't want to lose him

But I'm walking away