My eyes my gaze will pierce
you like an arrow through your chest,
be brave for once and stare back.
Cold violets chilled by misery and
unexplained wintry cools.
This is my whatever you want it
to be telling you that I care, but
if you're going to melt when I look at you
because of cowardice, then
grow up. Or maybe just learn
that it's ok to be yourself I won't
I could win your heart again. Possibly.
With my cold words meant to be warm
and soothing. I guess they aren't this is
not helping, but it had to be said.
These words this verse was burning
at the back of my throat these
last three days, had to be released
Come to think of it, I'm not even
sure what I'm trying to say. Just running my
mouth into air that shouldn't be this warm
to someone out there that isn't listening. You.
Something (the darkness inside that I've hidden from
My entire life) stole you away from me,
just seeing me isn't enough anymore,
I guess. What do you want me to do? I won't
become another person for you. I can't let you
slip away again. Too much you changed and I didn't?
Maybe you think I'm too serious for you.
You're missing something, hun.
Me. My need to be stupid and silly,
that's why I fell for you.
You made me laugh and I thought
you'd never make me cry, a little
happiness in my life a little lantern in
my eternal night, that was you.
You're flickering there goes
the last source of light, the last person
I thought I could lean on.
Don't fade out, I'll be your magic match in the rain, I'll
keep this flame burning.