Here I am again

Sitting trapped

In my carbon copied insanity

That has become my life

All cause you people

Can't take the shadows in my soul

The imperceptible

Rips
and tears
surrounding the

Shadowy center

Filled with

Fire
ice
earth

Air

And all other elements

That makes up me

But now

That's all gone


You thought I was different

To strange

And so

Operation

Fix it was born

You bleached my soul
destroying my shadows

And then you

Found a needle and a thread

Sewed up all my scars from bygone years

Like the one from
when I put my

Kitty Patches to sleep

And the one from

When I cried cause

Piglet was in

The hospital


Then you

Decided that the

Patches from

Memories that

Make me smile

Were bad as well

All the birthdays and Christmases gave

Me a hopeful

Light and the rest of the

World should be just like

Me

Trapped

Within their

Carbon copied

Insanity