Did you even think of me yesterday?
because I could do was think of you
and what we would've been doing
if only we had made it to this date
the second of January, our six month mark
as you used to call it,
but you couldn't even stick with me for that long.

Am I really that horrible
that no one can love me for a long period of time?
I try so damn hard, but I never succeed.
I only make things worse
and somehow cause everyone to hate me.
I'm sorry for anything that I did
that forced you out of love with me.

If only you would take me back
I promise I would try harder.
I would do anything.
I love you so damn much
and I need you too.
I cannot survive without you.
Please, please just try to love me again.