"For so many years it's been building

This demon inside me

It harbors so much hate

So much pain

And you've caused it all

---Every word you threw back in my face

---Every laugh at my expense

---Every love you took from me

It all made me the person you see before you

This disillusioned shell-of-a-girl

Destroyed from the inside-out

I crumbled the day you took him away---

---drowned in the forbidden love we shared.

And though I fought you tooth and nail:

you won.

Is there pleasure in my suffering?

Some need to ruin everything that I hold so dear?

You stole my angel, my love, my life!

And some things can never be forgiven."

S.N.S
12.26.2002---10:57pm