Strange imitation

Of emotion

I don't claim to understand

I sicken myself

Half the time

And you must have noticed.

Something's wrong

When I see your face

When I see anyone
I lose self-control

Lock me up on my own

I'd do much better

I'd be distraught

But at least I'd know why

I don't know why

Half these dreams divide me

Like they do

I need you

And yet I can't stand anyone at all.