What if I want to die?
What if I don't want to live?
Would you give me the chance to die?
Or would you make me live?
Would you let me die if that's what I want?
Or would you make me suffer?
Would you let me be free?
Or would you imprison me?
Would you let me do what I want?
Or do you want to control my life, too?

What if I said that I want to die?
What if I said I don't want to live?
What if I asked you for the chance to die?
What if I asked you if you wouldn't let me live?
What if I said that it's my choice if I want to die?
What if I asked if you would make me suffer?
What if I asked you if I could be free?
What if I asked you if you would imprison me?
What if I asked you to let me do what I want?
What if I told you you had no control over my life?

I want to die.
I don't want to live.
I want the chance to die.
I don't want you to let me live.
It's my choice and I want to die.
I don't want to suffer anymore.
I just want to be free.
I don't want to be imprisoned.
I want to do what I want.
I have control over my life.

But you still won't let me die.
You want me to live.
You don't want me to have the chance to die.
You just want me to live.
You say it's not my choice.
You say I won't suffer.
You say I'm already free.
You say I'm not imprisoned.
You say I can do what I want,
But that you still have control over me.

What if we make a compromise?

What if I still want to die?
But I continue to live?
What if I still want the chance to die?
But I'll make you make me live?
It'll still be my choice but I'll continue to live.
I'll try not to suffer,
I'll try to be free.
I'll know that you don't want to imprison me.
I'll know that I can do what I want-
That I now have real control over my life.

Thank you.