I'm Just A Name
And
the lost
lingering
of these roads
and me
alone to walk them...
I'm just a loss
just a forgotten fraise
of profusion
that you once focused on out of love.
I'm just a light
lifting
to the sunset.
I'm just a name...
Just a name.
And
I know
that I'm still strong...
I'm just a whisper
weeping
wildly out of fright.
I'm just a breeze.
I'm just a memory
mesmerizing
some part of you
still attached to me
as though
you only live in my mind now.
I'm just a breathe
breathing
and bathing
in the thought of dieing alone.
I'm just a name...
Just a name.
I'm just a problem
proclaimed
and then pushed away.
I'm just a tear
trailing
translucent
traces
of lust across my belly.
I'm just a face
franchised
frantically in your direction
so strong was I
with you under my skin.
I want to keep you
yearning
under my flesh.
I want to feel you
slide across the underside of my skin
and become
my name.
Become my name...
I'm just broken
bewilderment
bewitching my name tonight
to become
all that my words linger on.
Under my skin...
I'm just a animal
across this content
of you
alienated
and
atonement-filled
passion
my wildness
a flaw
against such perfection.
I'm just a beautiful face
and a beautiful name
frozen
fulfillment
at the thought of dieing alone.
And
I listen
to you as you say
that I'm worthless
and flawed
so greatly
that I remind you of death.
And
he smelled of the ocean
I wanted his waves to drown me.
I'm just a name
nameless
tonight.