I have to stay away from my room,
The temptation to be bad in there
Is just too great.
I have this feeling that
I just want to let loose,
And drop all the beliefs, and morals
That I have been holding on for
Some unbeknownst reason.
I have to stay away from my room
The alcohol in the fridge tempts me,
I also have to hide my credit card,
Some unknown force tells me to
Max it out,
And fly to Vegas.
I don't understand why all this rebellish
Tendencies are kicking in.
Could it be that I am by myself
And no one is here to check up on me
That all the demons seem to be calling
Me to join their little party.
Is it in a way so that
I don't become like him,
Making all his friends
Disappear with the slight
Turn of his magic wrist.
I don't want to become like
some of the other ones
trying to make my sorrows disappear
But it is hard trying to stop these
Thoughts in my head,
To do things I shouldn't,
Like drink till I pass out,
Weeping in my alky,
Throwing all my money away,
Making me more in debt,
And finding someone,
To stay by my side
As I sleep.
It is a world filled with temptations.
And a struggle to not overcome them,
I guess it is a test
to make sure I work harder.
Let's hope I pass then.