Crushes

I replaced one crush with another.

One type

With the old type,

The type of person

That always left me crawling up

From the deep ditch in my mind.

The type who seemed to throw me

Away, over some petty understanding.

I said I was over both of them.

I am not though.

I just switched

From a unstable similar person,

To a more stable similar person.

Though both looking at physically

Seem like different types of people

But there is something there

For both of them

Something that draws me to them,

I am just hoping

If I pretend to ignore the crush,

Or not tell the crush this time

That it won't end up like

The first one.