Why can't I find a way?
These thoughts in my head
Torture me every passing day.
I want to destroy my past
My past that destroyed me
The things that have happened
The things I will always see.
I don't want to remember
What occured back then
But the horrors are engraved in my mind
I recall all; what, how, why, and when.
When these memories return to me
All I want is to be no more
The things I held close to me then
Have continued to break down the door.
I think only that these memories
That flashed before me so fast
Are nothing like the world today
And will forever remain in my
my unforgotten past.