Questions floating through the darkness

Did I push too hard?

Did I play too much?

Did I ask the

wrong questions?

Did I hurt you?

Did I scare you?

Did I intimidate you?

All I wanted

was something

that maybe I don't deserve.

I just wanted love.

I thought you could

give it to me

but I was mistaken.

Why did I think

you wanted me?

There was no indication of that.

And here I stand

stupid again

making the same mistakes,

wishing that somehow,

I could fix what has been happening.

That I could make it up to you.

No more tears though

about people like you,

I don't have the strength.

You just weren't it,

you just weren't

what I was searching for?