Latch Key

I am a latch key person,

I latch on to people,

Expecting them to have

A key that will open

Up many things for me,

Like the mystery that is love.

I am not sure if I will

Ever learn things like

The ability to win someone's

Heart, mind, and/or soul.

To have someone want to spend the

Rest of their life with me.

I expect these random

Thoughts of happiness,

But my life is not a fairy tale,

I don't deserve these things

I need to find stability,

Comfort,

A place I can call home,

But I am not sure where to look.

I thought I found a key once,

But I have absolutely no

Idea where to put it.

It doesn't seem like I

Will find a place for it.