"Do you really want to hurt me?

Then go ahead and try---

---rip the soul from my flesh

paint the walls with your broken promises

'you're not needed here'

search frantically for the answer you already know

nothing matters anymore

and if I said I loved you

my heart would cease to beat

you paved your life with jagged lies

sharp pieces of glass protruding from the ground

leaving bloody footprints in your wake

I never lived to die for you

Never wanted to be invisible

But things never go as planned

And I always thought I'd trip over my own sin---

---yeah right!

All apologies for the one who is ignored

No one said that this would be easy

So sick of your attention

Your twisted love and hate---

---seventeen is overrated."
S.N.S. 10:32pm 1/25/05