"Do you really want to hurt me?
Then go ahead and try---
---rip the soul from my flesh
paint the walls with your broken promises
'you're not needed here'
search frantically for the answer you already know
nothing matters anymore
and if I said I loved you
my heart would cease to beat
you paved your life with jagged lies
sharp pieces of glass protruding from the ground
leaving bloody footprints in your wake
I never lived to die for you
Never wanted to be invisible
But things never go as planned
And I always thought I'd trip over my own sin---
All apologies for the one who is ignored
No one said that this would be easy
So sick of your attention
Your twisted love and hate---
---seventeen is overrated."
S.N.S. 10:32pm 1/25/05