Delicate Lie


How dare you ask me

To justify feelings

Even I can't identify?

I thought I felt this

I thought I felt that

Thinking

That's my problem

I need to stop thinking

And just feel

Let my heart settle it out

Not my head

But you won't let me feel

How I feel

You don't let me say

What I'm really thinking

Your judgements blare on through

Your supposedly objective statements

Bullets of guilt pierce my heart

At the sound of your sarcastic joy

You want me to move on

I told you I have

And you can think that

Cause I don't care if you're ignorant

If it truly makes you happy

Keep on living this delicate lie

I don't care

Just don't make me lie to your face