Born without a soul

Born with hope

My hatred is not innate

But is intentional

Ripping me apart

Breaking all hope

It is my nature

To hate you inside

Anger boils deep inside

I struggle to keep it hidden

But I am warning you now

One day, it will burst

When a volcano pours out fire

It rages out with shallow resentment

But when it stays quiet

Not one thought is it given

Like that volcano

I silently linger in misery

Calmly wallow in bitterness

So that I disappear entirely

But my hatred for you

Can break my defenses

It can set my fury free

Free from the walls I have built

For fifteen years

My wrath has stayed hidden

But my defenses have failed

The volcano is about to erupt