Kiss That Blade

Emotional blackmail…
Why does it not help?
I'm put in the position that's causing me hell.
I don't know what to do anymore.
Why must this be such a chore?
If I don't stop, you said you'd start.
Do you know how much that broke my heart?
How could I be the cause of you, hurting yourself?
Don't lay that at my door, please.
I can't take it anymore.
I'm failing in school.
I'm failing with you.
I'm failing with my family.
I don't know what to do.
You're the one light of my life.
Except my two best friends.
I need you to understand and comprehend.
I can't deal with this; I'm on the edge.
Ready to take the final plunge.
You know I can't deal, nothing feels real.
Life was so simply I envied you.
Had everything good, I wish I could too.
You may believe it's as easy as one, two, three.
But you have got to be kidding me.
It's the hardest thing you would ever know.
Then comes the final blow.
Your life slips as you kiss that blade.
As your head lulls nothing seems wrong.
As you just keep cutting till the end of the song.
Letting the lyrics more your hand a long.
Causing the blade to sing your final song.
As the words pour out of broken skin.
Loneliness, hate and fear from within.
This is just where it begins.
So don't tell me stop.
Coz if I don't and you start.
Nothing will ever mend my heart.
Everything as we know it will fall apart.

A/N… Plz R&R, means a lot.