A.N. This is it guys the last chapter of My Personal Problem... pout I'm really going to miss it. First off this is a pretty cheesy ending but I hope you enjoy it. I couldn't resist it.Also don't forget that if you are going to review for the last chapter review in this one... yea... I don't think I'm making sense. THANKS SO MUCH EVERYONE! I LOVE YOU GUYS! I hope you enjoyed it.
It's hard to believe this, but here I sit writing this down for the last page in my journal. Today is my babies first birthday. I have spent the last year getting everything back up and running. I am now officially a college student even though I have three night classes and only one during the day. I couldn't stand to leave the little ones in Gideon's hands all day when he is busy with the organization.
Speaking of the organization or if I was to use the correct name "The United Clan" it has been a relatively quiet war zone. After the incident at the Landring High Security Prison all other that opposed the union back off. Now Gideon is official one of the lead men in an organization that is under the radar of the government. I'm used to that idea now and the only thing I worry about is something happening to Gideon and I that would leave our children alone.
That would never happen though. Gideon
Who says?! Oh that's Gideon by the way. He found me writing in my journal about two months ago and now he feels the need to read over my shoulder. This is the first time he has found the need to write in it as well. rolls eyes
As I was saying though that is my only fear. To me the future is really unclear and at this point no one knows what is going to happen next. I'm scared and worried that something will happen that will upset the balance of my perfect little world, but I can't live my life like that. So now I'm just trying to live day by day and I love just being around my children. I'm amazed though that after one full year with the twins that Gideon and I don't have a full head of gray hair.
I'm surprised we have any hair at all now that Lizzie has discovered that she can wrap her hand around it and tug. Gideon
That's the truth. So far I must admit that I am enjoying the way my life is going. I know that nothing can be perfect or else my father would be alive and no one else we love would ever be hurt. Things can be close to perfect though as I discovered just living everyday with my sweet twins and my husband. Perfect is a word that has no true meaning just like the word normal. My idea of perfect is everyone safe and sound as well as living here with my family.
My mother and elder sister are getting along all right. My mother is having a hard time picking up after my father's death but she is cooping a lot better than people thought she would. She even has her own business now, but I can't remember for the life of me what it is called. Gideon?
Once Upon a Scrapbook… Gideon
That's right she opened up a scrap-booking store so she could help people preserve their memories. I think that's the reason she told me although there seems to be an alternate agenda behind that. Now before this gets to be an interesting conversation about nothingness and since this truly is the last page in this journal before I begin a new one. I'm going to discuss the things I feel uncertain about.
When I began my journey I knew almost nothing about the people I call my friends. Adelle and Christian, for example, are now an official couple and have recently been engaged, although Adelle says they won't marry until after her first year of college is out. Larenia, who was Serena's assistant back when Gideon assigned them to help me get ready for the wedding and stuff like that, is now married to Armand Bregnato. They had a secret affair going on and the day after he delivered the information to the house they left together and have never been heard from since. Serena on the other hand is still around helping me to take care of the kids and enjoying the peace and quiet presented before her.
Gideon's father and my uncle are another story. They seemed too wrapped up in their own affairs to even come and visit their own relatives. It not a good thing when the babies grandfather refuses to visit the house. Gideon has tried countless times to get him to visit but there has been no sign that he will ever take up the offer. My uncle refuses to visit because he fears babies for some reason. I think that might be why Uncle Patrick never married.
It would explain a lot… Gideon
Anyways! The point is that everything may not be completely perfect but it is still perfect in its own way. I'm happy to be alive with Gideon and the twins. Our precious babies are the hope of our future. I never know what's around the corner but I do know that I always want to be there for my little ones.
ME TOO! Gideon
I want nothing more than to wake up forty years from now to find them both happily married with kids of their own hoping for the same thing. The past was rocky and I know that there are probably rocky roads ahead as well, but all that matters is we are together and that everything will turn out well in the end. I want to live to be one hundred and see my great great grandchildren. These are the only things that matter to me.
The uncertain world looms open before me and now I'm going to end this chapter of my life and this journal hopefully opening up the world to my children. The future is bright with not a single cloud in sight, but… okay I'm feeling cheesy. Well let me just say that the kids are in need of a feeding so that's why I'm wrapping this up so soon. The memories I have will stay with me forever and to be honest I don't know if I would change anything. I hope that in the future the twins are filled with as much love and caring as I am feeling right now.
Love Always and Forever, Callia Gabriella Sandoval Greco
Cali, I don't know when you will look back and read this but I couldn't resist. It's probably going to be one of those days where we have a fight and you are looking back at this but I can't resist, love. I wanted you to know that you are my light and life. I would give my arms and legs just to have you stay by your side. So no matter what I say and how I act. I want you to know that I will love you forever and ever. No matter what cards are dealt to us know that I will be your leaning shoulder and that I will be there for you. I love you, baby.
Love, Gideon Michael Greco
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