One of Those Nights

It's just one of those nights when everything hurts
And the darkness seems darker, the shadows longer
When I hope to see you around every corner…

Don't worry
I'll be okay, I swear
It's just one of those nights

And you're all I can think of, all I can see, all I imagine
I can't hear anything without imagining your reaction
And I remember yesterday, when I thought I saw you
But I didn't look, didn't turn, afraid that it was really you…

Don't worry
I'll be okay, I swear
It's just one of those nights

When I curl in my room and listen to depressing music
And try to find you on the Internet without actually typing your name
Because the name brings back memories I can't face right now
Things that I'd rather just let go, things I'd rather forget
Things that taunt me when I can't sleep at night…

Don't worry
I'll be okay, I swear
It's just one of those nights

And I promise that it isn't always like this
I don't always think of you this way, this much, this painfully
I think that I've managed to finally move on, to forget
But every once in a while, it all comes flooding back
And they say it's useless to battle the tides
So there's nothing I can do but surrender to it…

Don't worry
I'll be okay, I swear
It's just one of those nights

Don't worry
I swear I'll be all right…
Tonight…it's just one of those nights…

And if I can make it without crying
I'll be proud of myself, this time
If I can make it without breaking
I'll be glad I've made it this far
But if I can't…then I'll pretend
Pretend that you're here
Pretend that you're mine
Believe every one of my own lies

Don't worry
I'll be okay, I swear
It's just one of those nights

I don't think I can make it without breaking…
I feel the emptiness coming on…
But you won't worry
You never did
Just believe the lies I tell you…

Don't worry
I'll be okay, I swear
It's just one of those nights

Just one of those nights when I can't say good-bye

But don't worry
I swear I'll be all right
Because tonight…it's just one of those nights…