Killing Me To Say

I've had this news for so long,

Not to tell you, I was wrong.

I have to go,

Straight down to hell.

Where I will dwell,

And stumble.


Yeah, It's killing me to say

I hide it and I pray.

It's killing me to smile,

I need to think, for a while.

It's killing me to say

I'm living for a day


So now you know,

I've gotta go.

I'll never come back,

My heart's gone black.

I'm gonna die.

But don't you stumble

And don't cry


Yeah, It's killing me to say

I hide it and I pray.

It's killing me to smile,

I need to think, for a while.

It's killing me to say

I'm living for a day


You're feeling sad

You're feeling lonely

You're feeling broken

Your heart has fallen

Your shadows choking


Yeah, It's killing me to say

I hide it yet I pray.

It's killing me to smile,

I need to think, for one last while.

Yeah, It's killing me to speak

I'm feeling weak

It's killing me to say

My life's been swept away

This is my last day