-Mamma I wish i didn´t make you cry-
I cried and I lied..
I screamedand I threw things..
but you, you always stayed by me
I don´t know how you could.. I hurt you so much
but you never ran away..
and when you cried ,
I wanted to die..
cause you stayed and never ran away
but I screamed and threw things and said evil things (even though I didn´t mean too hurt you)
And you stayed
listened to me
I cursed you for things I could not change
I cursed you for taking me away
I cursed you for not scream back
not running away
´Cause you stayed
and listened to me
And now I´m far away
and you ?
you stayed and wait for me
you know I´ll come back... I said I would
I promised you even if I didnt say that outloud
you´ll be there for me ..
you told me that once..
you said „I´m here for you, whoever you are?..."
and I asked you what you meant
you told me i could be whoever I wanted to be and you´d always be there
you wouldn´t run way
and I loved you for it
and I always will
(even when I cry and lie
scream and throw things)
I will always love you