(Succeeding at Failure)

Gone out and fucked myself up again
These pills will numb the pain for a while
In a state of oblivious contentment
Where happiness is void of a smile

I screwed up real bad this time
Nervously called and asked you to post my bail
The awkward ride home made me nauseous
You must have known all along that I would fail, and

CHORUS:
I can't believe you ever really believed in me
'Cause I told you I'm just a failure
But you told me I was wrong
I really wished that you were right
But it was me who was right all along

Got home with absolutely nothing to show again
Except for a couple new emotional scars
In a state of realized depression
Where miserable thoughts are as numerous as the stars

Hey, big surprise, I'm fucking up at everything I try
Nervous, mad feelings; I'll never amount to anything
Just an awkward, stupid kid who's sick and tired
You must have known all along that I would mess up everything, and

CHORUS:
I can't believe you ever really believed in me
'Cause I told you I'm just a failure
But you told me I was wrong
I really wished that you were right
But it was me who was right all along

So sick of failing
So sick of trying
You keep believing
But I think you're lying

So sick of failing
So sick of trying
You keep believing
But I think you're lying
I think you're lying
You must be lying

Just admit you're lying
And that you knew I was a fuck up all along