Confused

I don't know what I'm feeling right now,

I'm so confused.

I know I have someone yet at times I feel as if I have no one.

I feel alive,

Yet at times I feel empty.

I want to cry,

Because I don't know what's going on inside me.

I'm happy,

Yet sad at the same time.

And I've only felt this way once before,

With someone who hurt me the most.

And that's what has me thinking...

Should I stay?

Should I go?

But in the end I know answer...

I'm staying...

Because she's not her...

And.

She won't hurt me like she did...

Because she truly cares for me...

I hope...

And I love her...

I am confused...

And no poem will help,

But at least I'll always know the answer...

That lies within my heart...