Never Be Free
What is felt while repressing every thought?
When you believe that those you used to love
Tear you away from all you have been taught
You're forever forbidden to think of
Everything that used to make things okay
You're forbidden to speak to everyone
Who ever had anything real to say
When what you said can never be undone
And the love you felt will never return
You play the role of who you really are
Watching its reality slowly burn
Diminishing after coming so far
Your love and solace are gone forever
You regress to a time when they weren't there
Sit and wait for a fantastic never
Or break their hearts just to "make your life fair"
They try to undo what they call damage
Which is the only reason you're upset
You're more than anyone here can manage
So they force you to swallow their regret
Two a.m. and it's happening again
Here again, and you can't stop the dreaming
Doubt they could forgive what happened just then
Shouldn't have ignored your desperate screaming
An entire week, and it's all you see
Daytime reality, endless nightmares
Torn between what they all what you to be
All the sympathetic and helpful stares
Don't see where your true inner demons lie
You've been taught that what you love is hellish
And subconsciously you need what you hate
Your cruel mind will forcefully embellish
And that's how nightmares will soon turn you straight
They'll want you to give in to what you see
And you'll never, for one moment, be free