Questioning....

Why do I try to hate you?

Try to hate you when I really don't want too

I know you sexualize me like a young thing would

and I think I like it

Whe can't you get out of my head

All these months of trying to forget you

Melt away the minute I talk with you

And the cycle starts again

Can't wait to jump off

I wish I could tell the world

That it's finally true- I'm no longer dreaming

And I'm really, truly, undenialbly

With you

So far so figment

For it still makes no difference to you

I cannot change your mind

Nor can I change mine

So trapped yet again

Checkmate

Game over

And I'm just the scattered pieces

On your boardgame

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