I tried to open up to you

I know you don't really care

Every time you hear me…you say what or who

I just wanted my thoughts to be share

My biggest fears is coming true

Feeling of me as the biggest mistake

It's like I am not part of the crew

Feels like I'm drowning in the middle of a lake

Would you ever notice if I stopped talking

Feels like I'm a ghost

Fears and pain are always walking

Seeing my DREAMS explode on a death boat

Music and Poetry are always there

Seeing emotions flying everywhere

Why are you not here

It's like a worst horrible nightmare

Don't always feel

Emotions are like a very hot meal

Or you won't ever heal

It's the real deal