" Finally Feeling" By Cassandra F. 2/12/05
Bright eyes staring downwards,
a shiny metallic blade,
"End it now!" the demons scream,
no resistance there, she's tamed.

Red hatred, spite, love,
pour slowly from her veins,
her eyes dim slowly,
yea she's finally feeling pain.

Everything's ok,
just as long as she feels something,
the unrelenting blade,
the metallic blood so tempting.

She knows what they'll say tomarrow,
all her so called friends,
they'll cry fake tears in her wake,
yea they always did pretend.

Doesn't matter now,
she's back to where she was,
disgusted with herself,
unfeeling and unloved.