There is something in me
That misses you
More than I will ever say
Because I am gallant
And I do not wish to do you harm
But I'm a world away
From everything you ever were
And everything you want to be.

You are something for which I would die
However many times it would take
To make you thank me
And bid me farewell.
I would crucify myself
Just to look into your eyes
Mutely
And know what it is
To be silent
But courageous

I have nothing to give
But silence
And endurance
But I'd endure an ice age
For a fragment
Of the warmth
In your eyes.